Stars on Ice

I have fallen in love with figure skating all over again. Stars on Ice tonight was amazing and I wanted it to never end. I hope to go again next year. Back up to Utah tomorrow.

Ocean Waves

Maybe it's just me but watch the waves and see if you spot something different.

Yesterday. all my troubles seemed to punch me in the gut!

Yesterday was one of those days that would have gone better had I not gotten out of bed. For about a week or so I've been having problems with my back tire on the passenger side of my car. But instead of being responsible for it I ignored it. Well yesterday on the way to work it blew, it's completely shreaded. I mangaged to get off the road safely and right now it's parked at a Motel 6. So then I had to take a taxi the rest of the way to work. I got to work with about 30 minutes to spare. This week I'm on a 200 which means I'm the only flight attendant on the plane. The first flight was a disater from the word go. I spilt a soda on someone, I dropped trash in the ail, and I backed up into a little kid. Thankfully the other two flights where better. Then I get to the hotel in Des Monies and my room they put me in is dirty, so is the second room. Now it's after midnight and I just want to crawl into bed and not get out. Thankfully again the third time is a charm and the room was fine. I spent a lovely fun filled 31 hours of doing nothing at the hotel here in Des Monies. I have no money to take a taxi anywhere or rent a car. So that's it. Hopefully the rest of the trip goes better.

I'm an odd One

I need to stop watching old movies and becoming a fan of all the old timers most of which are no longer among the living. And yet I'm proud to be an old timer fan. In truth sometimes the older movies are better than today's. I will say though I do like today's movies as well and quite a few of today's actors. But I'm a fan of quite a few of the older ones too.

For example ~
Today Actors ----------------- Old Timers
Tom Hanks -------------------- Gene Kelly
Robin Williams --------------- Donald O'Connor
Matthew Broderick ------------ Elvis Presley
Denzel Washington ------------ Montgomery Clift
Meg Ryan --------------------- James Stewart
Julia Roberts ---------------- Yul Brynner

Today Movies ---------------- Old Timer Movies
Time Traveler's Wife -------- The King and I
Marley and Me --------------- Singin' in the Rain
Old Dogs -------------------- I Confess
The Blind Side -------------- It's a Wonderful Life
Dear John ------------------- Jailhouse Rock
The Lovely Bones ------------ It Happened One Night


To name a few.

Stars on Ice

For those who don't know I'm a HUGE and AVID fan of figure skating! And I have been since I was 13. Anyway I was able to drop a trip so I get a week off and two very exciting things happen cause of this. One I just got tickets to go see Stars on Ice when it comes to Phoenix in 18 days! I'll get to see skaters like Tanith Belbin and Ben Agosto, Todd Eldredge, Evan Lysacek and many more that I've loved for years! I'm so excited. Last time I went to Stars on Ice was 11 years ago!
The second exciting thing is I get to go back to Utah but this time for a friend's wedding!

Elvis Nerd

Right now I'm Las Vegas. I'm staying at the Holiday Inn but I went down to the Hilton Hotel which used to be called the International Hotel. When it's the hotel that Elvis used to preform at from 1969-1976. Yes I'm truly an Elvis nerd. But I don't care I love Elvis and am proud of it!

Hair cut

With it warming up in Phoenix I decided to get a new look.

Who wouldn't want to marry me?

I went up to Utah for Easter weekend and while there mom and I went and looked at wedding dresses just for fun. I wasn't going to try any on, but as you see I did. Please ignore that the back isn't done up, I was going just for the front look so did do up the back.
But I sure make a cute bride. Who wouldn't want to marry me? :)

It's never going to change

I've said it before and I'll say it again, I'm happy for all the friends I have that have found that special someone and fallen in love. But for me it's never going to happen. Oh why can't I just be happy and let it be?! Instead I feel a mixture of happiness and bitterness.
I'm forever going to be single. It's never going to change, and it's frustrating. I had a long talk with a friend last night and while it helped and I understood some things better, it doesn't change compeletly how I feel.
I can never get past just being friends with a guy and it drives me insain! I am so sick and tired of just being friends. I want something more! And it's hard that I feel and fear that it just wont happen for me.
Since I'll probably be alone for the rest of my life I might as well be happy with it. And deal with it the best I know how.

Totally made my night!

About a month ago I wrote an email to an old friend that I haven't talked to or heard from in a long time just on a whim, and tonight I got an email back. Made my night!