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Long Time

I know I haven't posted in a long time. I'm not sure how many people or who sees this or really even cares, that's why I haven't for a while. Not a lot exciting going on in my life. Just working as usual. But also discovering a lot about myself lately and been trying to make positive changes along the way in life. I still have trials, hardships and frustrations, but I'm coping better with them than I have in a long time.

Rant Range

I'm going to rant for a split second. There have been so many people I know who have either gotten married or had a child or both lately, and though I'm happy for them Im also jeolous. I'm going to be 28 in about a week and a half and I'm still single. I've pretty much come to the conculison I'm never going to be a wife or mother. I'm going to be the cat lady, so I might as well be happy with it. But I'm not happy with it. I want to be in love and married and have a family of my own more than anything. I want to face challenges and experiences with someone to help each other along the way. I went to a single conference this last weekend, and I felt like the old grandma. I swear everyone out here is so young, they are all 25 or younger. Not that 25 is too young, it's the younger that bothers me. I know I may be picky there. But nonetheless cat lady years here I come.

story I found that I thought was cute.

http://www.fictionpress.com/s/3014750/1/Lady_Darlings_Friends

Canon in D re upload

Nine Times

Today made nine times I've been to Graceland! I love it! It had been over a year since the last time I was there and I was like a little kid at Christmas!

Jaysa Garner

Here are a few pictures I stole from Brandon (the proud daddy!)

I'm an AUNT!

Introducing...............



Jaysa Garner, born March 6, 2012. 7lbs 2oz and 19in long. Proud and happy parents of this beautiful baby girl are my brother Brandon and his wife Lindsay! Congrats!

Emily's Choice Chapter 1, a romance fiction - FictionPress.com

Emily's Choice Chapter 1, a romance fiction - FictionPress.com

One Stupid Question - Ending

Paul was no Josh Groban or Simon Baker, but he wasn’t bad. And I was hurt that to him, whose opinion I valued, I was just your average everyday plain ole jane, nothing that made me special.
Now I can’t speak for Paul, but as he spoke those words I felt differently of him. I won’t say I felt less of him, or loved him less, or cared for him less. But I thought differently. I’m not sure I can really put what I felt or thought into words.
Paul and I will never be, and I’m okay with that. I may right now some what wish I hadn’t asked, and I may feel it was a stupid question. But my mom is right. I needed to know. There is no hope for Paul and I as a couple. But there is still the hope and dream that one day I’ll find someone who’ll love me for me with all my flaws and imperfections and cherish me and those. One day I’ll fall in love with all of him as well. That we’ll be the one who is just right for each other.
To move on from Marc I had to move and then see him married. To remove any doubt or questions about Paul I needed to ask one stupid, or smart question.
To move on in life I have to put them behind me and just be grateful for what they gave me. Love of their friendship and the blessings that came with it.
End