I was looking over some pictures of a couple guys I used to like just siming photos and I got to thinking that I'm not sure what I found attractive. Not that they're ugly, but I probably wouldn't go for them as much today if they were still single as I did when I was younger. Don't get me wrong they're great guys and I'm still friends with a few of them. That's propbly what I found attractive. Oh well.
I was talking with my mom and figured out that I know around 20 people who from January 1st this year to now either just had a baby or will before the end of the year. And I'm still single. But that's okay. I'm happy for them.
I've really struggled lately in my spiritual growth and life and it's something I need to work on and I'm trying. In fact on Sunday I went to church for the first time since July (well other than when I was visiting). And it went good and it felt good. Now I've got to get my mojo going for next week as well.