Friday, April 30, 2010

Stars on Ice

For those who don't know I'm a HUGE and AVID fan of figure skating! And I have been since I was 13. Anyway I was able to drop a trip so I get a week off and two very exciting things happen cause of this. One I just got tickets to go see Stars on Ice when it comes to Phoenix in 18 days! I'll get to see skaters like Tanith Belbin and Ben Agosto, Todd Eldredge, Evan Lysacek and many more that I've loved for years! I'm so excited. Last time I went to Stars on Ice was 11 years ago!
The second exciting thing is I get to go back to Utah but this time for a friend's wedding!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Elvis Nerd

Right now I'm Las Vegas. I'm staying at the Holiday Inn but I went down to the Hilton Hotel which used to be called the International Hotel. When it's the hotel that Elvis used to preform at from 1969-1976. Yes I'm truly an Elvis nerd. But I don't care I love Elvis and am proud of it!

Monday, April 26, 2010

Hair cut

With it warming up in Phoenix I decided to get a new look.

Monday, April 12, 2010

Who wouldn't want to marry me?

I went up to Utah for Easter weekend and while there mom and I went and looked at wedding dresses just for fun. I wasn't going to try any on, but as you see I did. Please ignore that the back isn't done up, I was going just for the front look so did do up the back.
But I sure make a cute bride. Who wouldn't want to marry me? :)

Thursday, April 1, 2010

It's never going to change

I've said it before and I'll say it again, I'm happy for all the friends I have that have found that special someone and fallen in love. But for me it's never going to happen. Oh why can't I just be happy and let it be?! Instead I feel a mixture of happiness and bitterness.
I'm forever going to be single. It's never going to change, and it's frustrating. I had a long talk with a friend last night and while it helped and I understood some things better, it doesn't change compeletly how I feel.
I can never get past just being friends with a guy and it drives me insain! I am so sick and tired of just being friends. I want something more! And it's hard that I feel and fear that it just wont happen for me.
Since I'll probably be alone for the rest of my life I might as well be happy with it. And deal with it the best I know how.